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  Marilyn Lee Unleashed Presents

  Falling For Sharde

  Marilyn Lee

  ©2010 Marilyn Lee

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. All service marks, registered trademarks, and registered service marks are the property of their respective owners and are used herein for identification purposes only.

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  Chapter One

  She lay naked on her stomach with her legs parted, her eyes closed, and her hands spread on either side of her head. The man lying on top of her whispered against her ear, “You are so beautiful... so sexy. You feel so good... so hot... so tight... so slick. I’ve never felt this way with anyone else. I can’t get enough of you. I love you so much.”

  His words danced over her skin like a silken caress. A riot of emotions raced through her. She felt loved, desired, adored, and free to be as wanton as she’d always longed to be with him. “I love you too,” she moaned. “I hunger for you. Feed my hunger. Fuck me!”

  He laced his fingers through hers, kissed the back of her neck, lowered his powerful hips against her butt, and slowly, deliciously stroked his thick, hard length deep into the center of her slick need. The fire in her belly raged and spread lower, coming to an aching, burning stop between her legs.

  Raining kisses onto her neck and filling her ears and heart with hot words of love and lust for her sensuous, dark body, he stroked deep and hard into her, branding her body and claiming her body and her heart as his alone.

  She had waited so long for these sweet, wonderful moments so full of passion and delight. A wave of need, love, and lust crashed over her. The fire in her core became a raging inferno, consuming her. Her body on fire, she cried out, shattering into a million, blissful, blazing pieces around his plundering cock.

  “Oh, baby! Yes!” Nipping at her neck, he lowered his full weight onto her body, squeezing her fingers so hard her hands tingled. He thrust hard and deep... so deep her toes curled. Arching her back, she gasped with a combination of joy and pain as he came, filling her with his seed.

  She lay smoldering under him, gasping with pleasure, her heart racing, savoring the knowledge that there was nothing between them. No inhibitions. No condoms. There was just their love and their desire for each other.

  “I love you so much, Jefferson.”

  There was no response and in a moment, his big, hard body no longer pressed down on hers. She turned, opened her eyes, and groaned as the dream faded.

  Sharde Donovan lay alone in her bed, her nightgown soaked, her panties damp, and her heart aching. She turned and buried her face in her pillow, bitter tears stinging her eyes. She could not go on like this. Something had to give. Either she had to find a way to catch Jefferson Calder’s eye, or she had to make a clean break and move on with her life.

  That would mean leaving her job as Technology Manager at Calder Technologies. She’d been with the company for nine years. She loved her job, but her increasingly graphic and erotic dreams were a sign she was but a breath away from becoming obsessed with a man who saw her as nothing more than his efficient technology manager/confidant. As things stood now, she had absolutely no chance of ever becoming the woman Jefferson sought out when he wanted to make love. Calder’s woman. That’s what she longed to be. During the nine years she’d known him, she’d dated and been intimate with a few men, but always found herself comparing each lover to Jefferson. She sighed. Small wonder none of her relationships had blossomed into anything lasting or worthwhile.

  She rolled onto her back and slid out of bed. She walked into the bathroom, tossed her nightgown and panties into the hamper, and stared at her reflection in the medicine cabinet mirror. Bare of makeup, the face that stared back at her was golden brown and smooth. Her lips were full, her eyes hazel. With makeup and a little help from complimentary lighting, she suspected some men might consider her “cute,” but far from pretty.

  Cute women didn’t land hunks like Jefferson. Gorgeous men like him ended up with the sexy, sultry women uninhibited enough to make the most of their sexuality to get what they wanted. While she had no desire to slink around collecting men like trophies, she did want Jefferson. The question was how much she wanted him and what was she prepared to do to get him.

  She sighed and walked to the shower. She stood under the cool water. Okay, Sharde. Playtime is over. You have one month to turn his head. One month. If he doesn’t notice you’re a blasted woman within that time, you give your notice and you walk away. And you don’t look back.

  Her thoughts drifted to the last time she’d been alone with him, two weeks earlier. She tightened her lips. You’re not spending another blasted Super Bowl Sunday with him being treated like one of the boys. And there will be no more “dates” that aren’t dates. When March Madness rolls around, if he hasn’t shaped up by then, he can get another “boy” to sit and watch all those college basketball games with him!

  * * * * *

  As she drove to work that morning, the dull, gray sky mirrored her mood. When she stepped out of her car, a chill wind slapped her in the face. February was definitely not one of her favorite months. Especially not in Philly. If not for her obsession with Jefferson, she’d have packed her bags after gaining a few years of experience and headed for a warmer climate after graduating from Temple University.

  She pulled her coat closer around her neck and hurried into the building. Fifteen minutes later, she encountered Jefferson in the coffee room. As it nearly always did, her heart hammered in her chest and her mouth went dry at the sight of him.

  “’Morning, Sharde.” His brief smile didn’t quite reach his smoky gray eyes and he walked out of the room without giving her a chance to do more than mutter “morning” in return.

  And he certainly hadn’t noticed the expensive new dress she wore. That went well, she thought as she headed back to her office. He’ll be falling at your feet in no time.

  “’Morning, Sharde.”

  She paused at her open office door. A tall, voluptuous woman with beautiful dark eyes, deep, gorgeous mocha skin, and a beauty to rival former Miss America Vanessa Williams came to meet her. Although far from super model thin, Darbi Raymond made every ounce work for her, carrying herself with an air that seemed to suggest full-figured women had more fun.

  If Jefferson was going to date a black woman who had neither Vanessa Williams beauty or her size, surely it would be someone as breathtakingly beautiful as Darbi rather than someone “cute” and a little on the chubby side like herself.

  Sharde stifled a sigh. Being in love was the pits. She’d always had what her mother called “meat on her bones,” but had never worried about it until she realized Jefferson went in for pole-thin, super gorgeous women like his ex, and maybe Darbi. Yet, as far as she knew, Jefferson had never given Darbi a second glance nor had he shown any interest in spending any of his free time with her.

  On the other hand, he and Sharde spent so much of their free time together they had keys to each other’s places. And he depended on her, as well as trusted her judgment. Surely getting him to see her as a desirable woman couldn’t be that hard now that she’d given herself a deadline.

  “Hey. Anyone in there?”

  Realizing she’d allowed her thoughts to wander, she smiled. “Good morning, Darbi.” Noting the cup in the other woman’s hand, she gestured toward her office. “Join me?”

  Darbi nodded and followed her
into her office.

  Although she and Darbi had grown up in the same neighborhood and gone to the same schools, it was only after she’d hired Darbi to be her assistant three years earlier that they became close friends. Darbi admired how Sharde had worked her way through college and into the number two position at Calder Technologies, a multi-million dollar electronics company, in nine years. While admiring Darbi’s work ethic, Sharde was in awe of how any woman as beautiful as Darbi could shake off a painful, unwanted divorce and embrace what she called her second virginity with such single-mindedness.

  The only thing Sharde wanted to embrace was Jefferson. Of course, she wanted to do more than embrace him. A smile curved her lips. She wanted to do a lot more than hug him. Lord, that man’s sheer masculinity filled her heart and head with lustful thoughts of incredible magnitude.

  “And just what are you thinking that makes you smile like the cat that caught the last tasty rodent?”

  Sharde grinned. “Girl, if you only knew!”

  Darbi’s smile invited her confidence. “So tell me.”

  But she wasn’t ready to admit even to Darbi that she had a thing for Jefferson. She shook her head. “I was just thinking how much I need some intimacy.”

  Darbi sighed. “Believe me, I know the feeling only too well.”

  She sat back in her chair, studying Darbi. “How long has it been for you?”

  Darbi sipped her coffee. “Nearly three years.”

  “Don’t you miss sex?”

  “Sometimes.” She shrugged. “Okay, a lot, but I’m thirty-two now and I no longer want sex for sex’s sake. I want commitment and marriage with the sex. Sex without those no longer holds any appeal for me.”

  Sharde sighed. She wanted commitment and marriage as well, but she had a feeling that if given the chance, she would take sex for its own sake with Jefferson. “I might get there one day, but I’m not there yet.”

  “Well, it took a broken marriage and two other headaches to get me where I am now. Hopefully you can get what you want without getting stung as I have.”

  The desire to admit her feelings for Jefferson was difficult to overcome. She sighed again and they drank their coffee in silence, each lost in her own thoughts.

  Later that morning, Sharde sat in her office, frowning at her computer monitor while she discarded plan after plan for capturing Jefferson’s heart. Failing that, she’d settle for being the object of his lust.

  Her thoughts turned to their coffee room encounter. Fat chance she had of that happening. Probably, if she walked into his office stark naked, he’d give her a puzzled look and ask if she’d done something different with her hair!

  “To hell with this!”

  She looked up. Her half-open office door swung wide and Jefferson stalked inside. Her heart thumped in her chest. Talk about eye candy. He was tall, well-built, and drop-dead gorgeous, with short, silky dark hair and intense gray eyes.

  She immediately saw he was annoyed. But even that didn’t distract from his breathtaking looks. Lord, she’d never seen such a sexy man. Just looking at him fully clothed and completely unaware of her as a woman made her wet and hungry for him.

  “What’s up, Jefferson?” As she spoke, she ate him up with her eyes. She drank in the power inherent in his big, muscular body. He stalked the length of her office with all the grace of a sleek, predatory cat on the prowl. Finally he leaned across her desk and looked into her eyes. “I’m feeling wound up and horny as hell. I’m going to the cabin for a few days.”

  He had a deep, warm baritone that sent a shiver of longing through her every time he spoke. And it was time she heard that sweet baritone whispering something sexually exciting and suggestive in her ear.

  “Great idea.” She smiled. “I wish I could join you. I could use a few days of peace and quiet. I’m feeling a little wound up myself.”

  He considered her in silence, one brow arched. Just as she thought he was about to say he wanted to be alone, he shrugged. “So come with me.”

  Just for a moment, Sharde thought she had died and gone to heaven. After nine years of watching him eat his heart out, first for his faithless ex-wife and then for his equally faithless ex-fiancée, she was finally about to get a chance to make sure he saw the forest for the trees. Her.

  “Ben out of town again?” she asked of his best friend.

  He nodded. “But even if he wasn’t, I’m not in the mood for his company. I’d rather you came.”

  “There’s only one bedroom,” she pointed out.

  He grinned. “We can share it.”

  Her heart thudded. Her spirits soared. She swallowed painfully, going wet at the thought of spending a long weekend at the remote cabin he owned in New York State with a wound up and horny Jefferson. Lord, but she’d give anything to love all his frustrations away.

  “Share it?”

  His eyes held no trace of lust. Horny he might be, but she was not on his sexual radar. Hell. He was never going to be horny for her unless she did something to make him notice her as a woman.

  Almost as if he’d read her mind and wanted to make it clear why he wanted her company, he straightened and thrust is hands in his pockets. “Okay, I guess that wouldn’t be very practical. I’ll bring my sleeping bag and use that in the living room. You can have the bedroom.”

  He’d sleep in his sleeping bag alone when hell froze over.

  He looked at her. “We can go bar hopping together and you can stop me from picking up some beautiful blonde bimbo in a bar and falling for her.”

  Both his ex-wife and his ex-fiancée were blondes. Why couldn’t he expand his horizons and see the tall, shapely, albeit none-too-thin, black woman waiting to rock his world? She feared she had little chance of ever getting him hot and horny. Unless she got him drunk first. And that was out of the question. He would have to accept her just as she was while sober. Or she was wasting her time. “Isn’t that what men want when they’re horny?”

  He shrugged. “I’ve had it with women and committed relationships. I just want sex with no commitments offered or expected.”

  He wasn’t making any sense and she understood why. After three years of marriage, he had walked in on his wife, Linda, with another man. Sharde had watched him shy away from women for two years after his divorce.

  Sharde had been with him through his divorce and the tough two years following it, but when he was ready to date again, he had looked elsewhere for love. She’d been dating someone at the time, but she knew that hadn’t made any difference. He was just too used to thinking of her as a friend to envision her as a lover.

  Nine and a half months earlier, he had asked her to accompany him to a charity function where he met Vanessa Del Warren. Sharde had watched in dismay as the beautiful blonde had taken one look at him, smiled, cast out her line, and easily reeled him in.

  He had sent Sharde home in a cab. Although she and he had plans to work on the office budget that weekend, she had not seen or heard from him again. He arrived at work late Monday morning. Later that day, Vanessa Del Warren had waltzed into the office to show off the expensive engagement ring Jefferson had bought her that morning.

  Although Jefferson had been eager to get married, he had confessed to Sharde that Vanessa was in no hurry to tie the knot. When Calder Technologies failed to win a multi-million dollar government contract, Vanessa had left him to pursue Clayton Frazier, the owner of Fra-Tech, the company with the winning bid. Admittedly Clayton Frazier was drop-dead, panty-wetting gorgeous, but then so was Jefferson.

  Two selfish bimbo bitches had hurt and jaded him, making it harder for a woman who really loved him to win his heart.

  She sighed, pushing the memories away. “Not all women are faithless, Jefferson.”

  His gaze narrowed. “Maybe not, but the ones who aren’t leave me cold.”

  She felt as if he’d tossed a bucket of ice water on her. It was hopeless. He would never see her as a woman capable of fulfilling his sexual fantasies and desires. “I think I’ll
pass on coming to the cabin after all.”

  He frowned. “Why?”

  Because I’m tired of breaking my heart over you, you big, blind ox! She glanced at her computer. “If we’re going to have a hope of landing that next government contract, we’re going to need to have more staff in place and I’m still sifting through résumés for new analysts and–”

  “Darbi is perfectly capable of sifting through them and flagging the most promising ones for your attention. We hired her to help secure new contracts and lighten your burden. Let her do her job.”

  In the three years that Darbi had worked for the company, she had become invaluable to Sharde, not only assisting in the everyday running of the company, but doing most of the travel, freeing both Sharde and Jefferson to concentrate on overseeing design and development of new technologies.

  She nodded. “I guess you’re right. Hiring her was one of our best personnel moves in years. She doesn’t mind all the traveling, she’s a hard worker, and she gets the job done right the first time.”

  “So let her do it.”

  She sat back in her seat. “And she’s stunningly beautiful. Don’t you think so?”

  He shrugged. “Yes. So how about you allow the stunningly beautiful Darbi to do what she was hired to do? Take the pressure off you, which will leave you free to come with me. Suddenly the thought of being there alone doesn’t appeal.”

  So he had noticed how beautiful Darbi was! Just how much else had he noticed? “Would you like to ask her to accompany you?”

  He arched a brow. “What? Why the hell would I want her to come with me?”

  “You just said she’s beautiful.”

  “So? She’s not my type.”

  “Maybe if you got to know her, you’d find she is.”

  He leaned across her desk and stared into her eyes. “Let me make myself crystal clear, Sharde, I have absolutely no personal interest in Darbi. Is that clear enough for you?”

  “Why not? Is it because she’s bl–”